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Sunday, February 04, 2007
8:49 AM

yo i'm back.

hey come to realise abt it, actually playing on stage isn't so bad after all :) just that it's cold. starting was quite nervous and afraid that i might miss a note or play the wrong note, but thank God that i played fairly well ^^

hmm well i just came back from playing lan with dan, john, daniel, stephen jr and Gab. well we had lots of fun. kept on laughing haha. hmm oh ya,finally i saw that fei zai. dalston! still the same though haha just that i see some new changes in his style lol. look so mat* (malay typical gangster) haha. hmm i should take a pic of him lol. may you laugh the s*** out of him lol :P sorry bro haha

oh ya today after service, we went to airport to eat peopyes haha. cos it's joel's b'day. finally 18 lol. legal age to do many "interesting" things lol. hmm well thats abt it :) lazy to post haha

GBU


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Thursday, February 01, 2007
8:26 AM

Hey i'm back
Hmm i'm kinda bored now so i thought to myself why not blog now?? lol
yup hmm i just came back from TC. went for santification. hmm some thoughts i brought back to ponder abt.

1) Do i love God?

2) Did i seek love from the wrong source?

3) Am i wasting my time trying to make ppl love me?

Yep,this are the thoughts i brought back. so now i'm abit paranoid and thinking abt alot of things.Maybe i'm wasting my time trying to make ppl love me? well i surrender everything to God..
hmm oh yea today during the altercall, seeing everyone so emotional and breaking down on their knees, i thought to myself 'why am i not like them? is there something wrong with me or with my walk? why cant i feel like they feel? is my heart hardened?' hmm so i talked to GH and he says that actually those areas in my life are already dealt with and there's nothing wrong with me not being emotional like the rest.

so yup i'm glad ya? haha hmm oh ya tomorrow i'll be playing on stage!! oh my gosh. pray that i would not freak out lol. hmm hope that i'll not play the wrong key haha. just now i tried to call at least abt six people for their e-guitar but all cannot make it oh man. hmm but thank God manfred could lend us phew!

ok alrite kinda tired and i'm still processing with myself the three points took back today.hmm so ya,thats all folks :) GBU


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Tuesday, January 30, 2007
8:37 AM

Whoooofooooooooo.
Wooow i've not been blogging for long.time to get my story done.

hmm well i just read my brother's blog www.antisync.blogspot.com.. hmm well after much thinking and conclusions, i admit defeat, he's a much better writer den me. so i thought to myself, what the crap! haha hmm it's a sad case that my small brother who is 2 yrs younger den me writes better english den i do! oh man......

well enough of those crap,i can do better. ROGER, I RYAN LAW CHALLENGE YOU TO A DUEL!!
lol hmm well get back to my story.. erm readers,plz do not be pissed,i really dunno what to blog lol.


hmm so well just to summarise my life during the period that i din blog.

OK it starts here... i mean here---> ok here i am sitting my ass down here blogging. hmm just to reveal some of my thoughts. actually i fell like crap now because of something happened which tears my heart like shredding a paper into 2. hmm well forget it.. i've been facing setbacks many times so i just say to myself 'well just forget it and surrender everything to God' <--- 'well what a nice way to motivate myself rite??' ^^

Well i just came back not long ago from town to play board games with Dam,Henny,Wei ge,stephen jr, Rong ge and gaybriel ^^ .. hmm well that was fun but the fun din last long -_-"'....oh well that the crap. total bill was $133!!! my eyes popped out life a fish!! . man so expensive.. erm my stomach's growling now lol...so random.... hmm let's get back to my story.

Well things are settling down now since my grandmother passed away...i still remember when i was young, she always hold a saber just to whip my arse lol...hmm missed those times though..missed her alot and i agree with Roger that she was the matriarch lol. hmm well regretted that i din preach to her when she was well and around whipping my arse.

well just to end here. i need to oink oink. hmm cherios!! haha God bless you all.


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Thursday, January 18, 2007
7:26 PM

Back
hmm have not been blogging for long cos i was super lazy lol.

yep many things happened during the period when i stopped blogging.yea erm firstly my grandmother passed away. hmm here is how the story goes.
My maid woke me up saying that popo call me,den i went to her room finding her not breathing and her dentures were sticking out.so i took out her dentures and felt her pulse.shockingly there was no pulse and her face started to turn purple.i called my grandfather shortly after that and actually i wanted to wait for my grandfather to come but i called the ambulance instead. so that damn ambulance took 10 minutes which was quite fast came.i rushed down to my aunt's workplace which is the kindergarden downstairs my block to call her up.by the the we went up,the ambulance came and i followed the ambulance to the A&E room.

once i reached there,my aunt called my auncle and aunties to come down to the hospital.
doctors nowadays are very efficient and they come out every 15 min to tell us the patient's condition. so the doctor managed to revive my grandmother and get her heart beating again. my grandmother's heart stopped for abt 20 minutes so her brain was like 90% damaged. hmm even though she managed to wake up or recover,she would be either a retard or a vegetable.

so to cut the story short,she passed away at the next day in the ICU at 6.28am. and i was there when she passed away.

later in the afternoon, they set up a wake at the void deck of my block in less den 30 min OMG!! so fast. hmm den they did the chanting for abt 15 min and that's it.the next day of the wake my and some of my cell brothers stayed over at my grandma's wake and we took some not so nice pics and gab and john dyed their hair at the wake. we played cards and the loser drinks water.and can only go to the toilet when they win. lol....

so now i decided not to work and take care of my grandpa and i'm slogging to death at home now.hmm kinda lazy now so i'll blog another day :)


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Friday, January 05, 2007
10:12 PM

Today
wha today very boring.nothing much to do..later on got cell den now slogging to death.hmm later on i'll do my QT. Man i really got to get a life,maybe pick up a game or something.

yea btw i got all the contacts from my group at the Kranji camp yea!! hope to find my sons there. the camp was great. i din expect myself to speak to a crowd of 200 over people. that wasn't me man. hmmm yea

ya btw erm dont ask me to link you guys cos i dont really know how,so ya, erm you guys just leave your web page on the tag board and when i know how to, i'll link you guys :) hmm thats about it folks. cya


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Sunday, December 31, 2006
11:08 PM

Today

today is New Years day!!. 1/1/2007.
Happy new year lads. hmm hope that this year will be a blissfull year and hope that my tasks and plans for this year will eventually be fulfilled.

some thoughts for today.
hmm yesterday went for countdown at expo
. /Breakout 2007!!!/ hmm reached home abt 2++. kinda tired now. gonna spend my new year's day at hoe slogging to death and spending time with my best friend muhahaha. hmm thats abt it see ya folks




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Friday, December 29, 2006
8:34 AM

Test
test test test


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